What's keeping me from my dream job

What's keeping me from my dream job is the managers at printing companies. They want to save money so they run the prepress department with one or two guys. "We're happy with the people we've got." So the bodies of prepress guys are keeping me from my dream job. The economy is also keeping me from my dream job. My depression is also keeping me from my dream job. I lack motivation and they cannot afford me, despite my willingness to accept any salary. Also, my loyalty to my family has hurt me. I probably could have a job in another city, but I don't want to take plane trips all the time to see my relatives.